So l'm just on my way home....this sucks. Stupid fireworks....

So l'm sitting in lhoright now waiting to see if my food evecomes but l'm starting to doubt it will....pretty sad. Oh here it is! Now l'm gonna eat then go visit lndiana....so bye!

( Teh Most Adorable Hat!1!! )

Current Mood: amused

I'm so lonely.....

Current Mood: lonely

So guild merger that works very very well the first week and literally falls to pieces the second week is fail. I mean seriously...so fail....

Stupid WoW....

Current Mood: discontent

I'm so effing depressed....this keyboard I bought just doesn't seem to be working out.

*sighs* It's pretty, is nice, but it appears that I fail. I fail at raiding with it, I fail at doing dailies with it, I fail with it period. I've had it over a week now and I'm still not able to do jack shit when I raid. I can't move and attack at the same time, my dps has dropped so terribly that I've become a liablilty...needless to say I've spent today crying over it. I fucking wasted my money. Again.

Stuff like this makes me hate myself. I wonder why I ever thought I could change, maybe do something better. Instead this fucking keyboard has hampered my ability to anything... When I saw the dps report for our raid last night I about emo logged. Sure, the three fights were not fights that are conducive to cat dps...too much moving and not being able to be behind the boss or shit like that. (Thorim, Hodir, Freya) Still, my dps made me look like some idiot fucktard cat druid...

Right now I don't think I could even bring myself to raid tonight unless I switch to my other keyboard. I'm seriously thinking of selling this keyboard to my brothers friend and buying a Reclusa or something that glows pretty but I can go back to my old way of playing.

Because right now I fucking fail...

Current Mood: crushed

Wow I hate not being able to sleep....grr...Stupid body....

Current Mood: exhausted

....I just don't know. I mean, it's soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much better than the old cat form but there's something about it that I just don't care for. I'm relatively sure it has something to do with the muzzle...I mean it slopes downwards a bit and the area around the nose seems....flat. I like the nose and nose ring, but in general there's just something about it that I just don't care for. And I don't like the paws....they are blobby.

But still, I must say I'm very happy to even HAVE a BRAND SPANKING NEW cat form! Not just a recolor of the old model, but a brand new form. Even if I don't like all of it....I'm still happy. And the colors are just delicious! Scar ftw! And I love the blondie...and black...and white. Hell the only one I don't like is the top middle one!

So kudos to you Blizzard, you did well...mostly....

Current Mood: cynical

Just something I doodled in pen the past couple of days, mainly when waiting for WoW to load...heh....

I fail at pen doodles...XD

Current Mood: cold

So I just ordered one of these today...

Gods I hope it works out...I hate spending money and then having it not work how I think it will....

>.<

Merc Stealth Keyboard, please be my friend and let me play WoW easily...

Current Mood: nervous

About fucking time!! I can't wait to see the cat forms....just about anything is better than the tauren cat form....

Squeee...grey or white bear here I come!

Current Mood: ecstatic

I did this awhile ago and will probably never finish it even though I like it....boo for being lazy!

And dammit my server needs to come back online so I can do Ulduar 10 man!

Current Mood: aggravated

Let me tell you a gross story of my morning.

Let's see...I woke up around 5 am with my ear trying to kill me. No seriously, it hurt sooo badly that I cried. I'm not kidding. It kept crackling and gurgling and bubbling and I figured I had an ear infection. I haven't had one since I was a kid, so yeah. My ear hurt...must be an infection, it's the only thing that makes sense.

I wake up my mother at about 5:15 crying (yes, it hurt that much) and she gets a rice neck thingie to put in the microwave. We talk and she says that yep, I have an ear infection and this will help the pain. It does indeed help the pain, and after being awake for about an hour, I go to sleep in my parents bed after my dad gets up. My mother works at a medical facility for the poor so she gets me an appointment at 10:40.

I get up at 10....every now and again my ear hurts like hell but I live. It's still stuffy and pressure filled and crackly and hurty. And it sucks. So I get up (I actually managed to fall asleep because the pain/crackly went away for periods of time) and go to the doctor. I check in, wait in the waiting room, go to the room where I wait for the doctor.

So I'm sitting there waiting for the doctor, and my ear is still doing it's thing. It even itches because of the crackling feeling. So I use my pinky (which has a nice long nail) to scratch inside. I've done this more than once before (throughout the early morning) and think nothing of it.

So I pull my finger out of my ear...and there's black on my nail. I'm like, "Ugh, must be infection crap.." when I actually look at it. And then I had to laugh.

I have what looks like to be a centipede in my ear. A baby one.

XD Yes....I had a bug literally eating my eardrum. It's not a centipede...it's some sort of larva form of some insect...I just don't know what kind. Kinda looks like a small earwig...(irony) and man does this thing have JAWS!

So the doctor comes in and I'm like, "I don't think I have an ear infection." She's like, "Oh?" So I show her the bug and she's stunned. She's pulled everything from spiders and flies out of peoples ears...but never something like this. She gets the scope to look in my ear to make sure it's clear and there's no infection....and there's not.

Instead she says that I have two punctures in my eardrum from the bugs jaws and a bunch of irritation from where it's nibbled on the inside of my ear.

Me, I find this hilarious. I finish up with the doctor, insect with me on some gauze, and go upstairs to show my mother (who I called earlier and told her about the bug before the doctor came in) and the ladies she works with. They're all like, "Eeew and grooooss.." and I'm still finding it funny as hell.

I still do. It's gross but funny. I prefer the bug over an ear infection....XD Hurts less in the long run.

So anyway I still have the bug and my ear still hurts a bit...but all in all my morning turned out to be quite amusing.

Yay for ear bugs??

Current Mood: mischievous

So sudden extremely painfrul ear infections that I haven't had since I was like....six....and wake me up from a dead sleep are full of fail.

Stupid....*weeps*

Current Mood: crappy

Yep...the original Land Before Time still makes me cry like a little girl....

Current Mood: amused

You know what fucking sucks?

Wanting to see the new Star Trek movie.

See, I refuse to see it alone...it's just NOT a movie you go alone to. But my brother, the Trekkie is going to go see it in Imax with my old boss. I have no friends to go with, so as per usual I'm fucking alone.

So yeah....looks like I won't be seeing the movie anytime soon...

And that fucking sucks.

Current Mood: crushed

Server first baby....I am sooo squee happy. Sooooo much going on in that fight, it's freaking crazy and I love it! a;odjfaodifjadifj I can't believe it!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!

Current Mood: ecstatic

( O.O ZOMG!!!!1!! )

.....a;sldjfas;ifjasoifjsdvas;ijweaoirjf

I can't believe I got the turtle! I just took up fishing and grinded it since Wednesday...hell I got from 300 to 375 yesterday alone...D: I'm only at 387 or something like that...

O.O HAPPY!!!

Current Mood: ecstatic

So....

Right now I am angry, hurt, and so frustrated with my father. I am a night owl. He is not. He deems I that I am now going to be getting up at 8 fucking am in the morning. This is after I just tell him, "Damn I'm exhausted. I could not sleep last night (due to digestive problems) and probably didn't fall asleep till 5 am." At around 6 in the morning I'm usually woken up and told that I can go into their room to sleep (as their bed kicks ass).

So me, I'm not feeling the best and have just woken up maybe ten minutes prior, I start to bawl. Quietly, and then I come into here, which is the computer room. I hate that man sometimes. I have been working around the house, helping out, taking my fucking crazy ass grandmother everywhere so he doesn't have to, and I get a fucking lecture on how I fail because I sleep in to 10.

Oh big fucking whoop-de-do. I have tried to change my sleep pattern (I was getting up around 11:30 D: I hate getting up that late...) for him. 8 am is simply too fucking early for me to be coherent. He doesn't understand that I can not fall asleep before midnight, no matter what time I get up in the morning. He doesn't listen and he refuses to. His thinking is that I need to be up at 8 am so I can leave by 9 am to go looking for jobs. HELLO OLD MAN PLACES OF BUSINESS AREN'T EVEN OPEN TILL 10!!

Gods...not to mention I can NOT find a job. I've tried...and tried...and tried. He seems to think that it's me being full of fail at not finding a job. Muskegon Michigan is one of the worst fucking cities in the COUNTRY for jobs! Yet he does not grasp the fact that I can't find anything. I've had interviews...and EVERY SINGE ONE has about a million applicants. I can't win that way. I'm not overly special or clever...I'm middlin' in everything I do. I have no special talent that makes me stand out. I am only average at best. Full of failsauce, I know.

I'm just so frustrated. I hate living here, I hate having to rely on people. Gods...I don't know what I am going to do.

Why does my life always have to suck so much?

Current Mood: distressed

So...I saw Watchmen....

Yeah.....

I lurved it. XD Manhattan is teh sexay, along with Night Owl. And I don't mean Manhattan's penis...which was not NEARLY as prominent as I thought it was going to be. It was just...natural. Didn't bother me a bit...I was more annoyed by the second sex scene than his penis...

Plus Manhattan is just such a pretty blue...his face is adorable. And Night Owl...new haircut, no glasses = yum.

Those two were by far my favorite characters...and that's just character wise. I also liked Adrian...made me kind of sad, and I can't figure out why sometimes he seemed to have an accent and other times he didn't...plus his kitty was adorable. I want one.

So in the end I kind of want to see it again. The story was good, humorous, dark, gory, realistic, and sad. The ending kinda made me angry...but I won't give any spoilers. Hmm....I need a god-like blue guy in my life....

XD

Current Mood: geeky

So I just watched 10,000 B.C. and....well I refused to go to the theater for it, and I refused to rent it...so I saw it on HBO...and...and..and...

O.O....O.o....>.<.....

Yeah.

Running mammoths made me cringe. Domesticated horses made me weep. Boats made me want to tear my eyes out. Pyramids sent me into hysterical laughter (along with slave mammoths).

That movie was dumb. Not even the minor terror birds or the smilodon made it more worthwhile (although the kitty was one sexy beast)....but...

Graaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! That movie was horrid!

Current Mood: disappointed

Created by Train Horn

Current Mood: Owwie Ears

Gods I love the movie The Road to El Dorado....you know, the animated one by Dreamworks?

I don't know why...but I love it to death. Miguel is my favorite character, and I just love Altivo's design...hell I love the character design in general...

Hmm...and it has good music...

Definitely one of my favorite animated movies....

*squeehugs the movie*

Current Mood: dorky

Anyone want to do an art trade?


Also, I cleaned up my friends list a bit...if I removed you on accident, just let me know! ^^ Thanks!

Current Mood: bored

( Coupla doodles )

Yay doodles?

Current Mood: tired

( Kaashtian, all colored...aka her character sheet )

Hmm...character sheets....I should do Faraway....XD

Current Mood: calm

Okay, me being a geek, and knowing that others have gotten farther but...

10-man Sartharion 2 drakes up, server first to my guild! Huzzah, huzzah, took us 18 times...but we did it! XD I r happy Earthsky!

Current Mood: giddy

It's that time again, time for WoW screenshots and Earths exploits in the World of Warcrack!

( Whee, screenshots of doom! )

Wheee for WoW...tis so much fun!

Current Mood: chipper

Hmmm some art inside.

Oh, and if I could get some redlining or input about the kaasht wings...for some godforsaken reason I can't figure out how they would be folded against the body....*QQ's*

( 3 artsies, a Shami, a Kaashtian, and scary sky kaasht wing! )

Whee?

Current Mood: bored

So Odin (my cat) just knocked my computer from a shelf onto the hardwood floor of this room. A loud crash, flying plastic, and me being slightly hysterical ensues.

I unscrew the panel (which is now warped) trying to ignore the giant cracks in my case, and the fact that 3 panes from the front of my computer have completely come off. I get the panel off....and everything looks okay on the inside. As far as I can tell.

So I hook up my computer (with much trepidation)...and it loads. Huzzah...but then I try to get into WoW just to see if the graphics card was damaged...and the computer takes foooooooreeeeeveeeeer to load...practically stuck. I'm at the verge of tears...I restart the computer...and...

It works. It went so slow last time that I was afraid that the processor had been damaged...and while it loads slowly...slower than usual...it works. It loads WoW this time, it goes to programs....and...I am relieved.

Still...I wonder at the hidden damage the fall might have caused....

Ugh....

Never have I so much wanted to toss my cat across the room....*shakes fist at Odin* Damn you kitty, daaaaamn yooooouuuu!

Current Mood: shocked

I must say I want to see Nine quite badly. It's been a very very long time since Tim Burton has made a movie that I reeeeeaaally want to see...

Plus the music to the trailer just makes me happy...and the animation is sexy beyond belief..and..and..and....

Hmm...sexy animation...so pretty....

Must. See. Nine. Must. SEE. NINE.....

Current Mood: geeky

I want to draw with peoples....

Where can I draw with peoples???



In other news I have to go to the dentist tomorrow morning...I'm terrified of the dentist. Oh yay for having a hole in one of my teeth...D:

Current Mood: bouncy

Must...finish...Lugia...must....figure...out pose...

TEETH!!!

Nomnomnom...




But I must sleep first...damn you sleep...want to draw....D:

Current Mood: artistic

....

I'm back in Michigan, moved here today. I go to set up my computer.

Blue screen of death.

Now the other day I forgot to bring the adapter for my monitor to Indiana...so I took out my graphics card. Well I thought I heard a bit of a snap and I saw a black thing on my motherboard. It was kinda elbow shaped and didn't seem important. So.

I put my card back in, bring my computer up to Michigan, set it up, turn it on, and first it boots to a black screen that says Window's didn't start properly...blahblahblah. Then Window's loads...then it restarts. I turn the computer back on, goes to black screen, I go through the black screen...right to blue screen.

And again. And again. I'm also having issues with it powering up. So.

My brother gets back from getting Arby's and he looks at it...and now it won't boot up period. Won't even turn on.

Yeah...

I'm going to go cry in a corner right now. Hopefully it's the power cord...maybe I accidently grabbed the monitors instead...here's hoping...

>.<

Today sucks badly.

Current Mood: distressed

Yeah.

My grandmother thinks I'm evil. Literally.

So she's trying to move out of my parents place because I'm moving back.

She told my brother and father this morning that she truly thinks I'm evil and that I'm going to hurt her and some such stuff.

Needless to say it's funny in one way...I mean, me evil?...but in another way it's totally and completely hurtful. I don't understand how my grandma could honestly think I'm an evil person. I mean, I say I'm evil a lot, but jokingly. I did so to her once...and just as jokingly. Now she thinks I'm seriously evil.

I don't know what to say or think to this...

And yes, my grandma has Alzheimers and she's always been a little nuts and senile...but...

Yeah...

Just....yeah....

Current Mood: indescribable