....I need to see this. Like now.

The dragon design is beyond wonderful....

Please can this come out now instead of March? K thx bai.

Current Mood: enthralled

So the computer from my guildmates on WoW arrived today.....Soooooooooooo much I have to do! Plus it's Vista...I HATE Vista. As soon as I get a chance I'll be grabbing Window's 7 and praying that it's better than Vista. Graaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...I hate Vista.

My main problem right now is that it won't play any sound. At all. Period. It reads that there is sound, the equalizers(?) move as if there is sound but there is no sound coming out. Yes it's plugged in right and turned on. I'm so annoyed by this! And despite the fact that I had a good portion of my stuff on my external hard drive my bookmarks are all gone and I can't remember half of them! Grrr.

Also I think I may try to put in my graphics card but I worry it's going to over heat the system. I wonder if I can find a way to add a couple fans...but I have no idea how to do so! Grrr....

Haha, despite all the grrs I am happy to have my own computer again!

Just...

Vista sucks.

*Edit*

Sound is working...thank gods I was at my wits end! *listens happily to music* Next is to switch the graphics card...but that's a job for tomorrow!

Grr.

XD

Current Mood: determined

.....well....

I have the greatest guild mates in WoW ever! A husband/wife team in my guild are sending me a computer they don't use anymore, but used to play WoW on....sending me a computer, for free.

...I am beyond words. I am so happy and so grateful....I just don't know how to say thank you enough to them. Gods....sometimes I think I have the worst luck ever, and sometimes I am just so grateful to people I know....

Gods.....I'm so grateful....

Gunter and Xann....thank you so much....you have no idea how much this warms my heart and puts my faith back in people. Thank you....thank you...

*bawls like a baby*

Current Mood: grateful

So my computer is dead. It fell today when I was trying to figure out why my parents monitor wasn't working. The fall killed it...somethings wrong with the motherboard or cpu...I don't know how to fix it and such.

I think I'm gonna go cry now and be extremely depressed...

Oh wait, I'm already extremely depressed....

Gods my life sucks...

Current Mood: depressed

Tomorrows my birthday and I'm turning 27....doesn't even feel like it.

D: What have I done (or not done!) with my life!?

Current Mood: drained

Why is it that I want to draw when I'm godawful tired and it's time to go to bed??

...not that I can draw right now anyway...I threw out my back a few days ago and sitting...walking...standing...all are painful for me right now...*sigh*

Stupid back.

Current Mood: distressed

( Dooooodle Spaaaaaaam )

Current Mood: gloomy

Yes pls Avatar!

Yes pls come out noas I wants to see you noas...

Avatar...and not of the Last Airbending kind....

*droooooooooooooooooooooooooool*

Current Mood: giddy

So my guild just one shotted Vezax. It was the third time we fought him. Did it first on Thursday. Twice. One shotted him today.

Last week we one shotted Mimiron on our first try in there as a guild...

And I got my spear.

I'm a happy kitty.

*edit* And we also got Yogg into two portal phases in phase 2. On our third try.

Go guild!

Current Mood: accomplished

It's been a long time...so once again it's WoW Screenshot time!

( Revenge of the Druid! )

Current Mood: discontent

...my guild on WoW is dying....

I'm lost....

So very very lost.....

Current Mood: crushed

( Coupla doodles...ooh Snarly Kaasht eat your face! Rawr! )

Doooooodles...

Current Mood: artistic

So l'm just on my way home....this sucks. Stupid fireworks....

So l'm sitting in lhoright now waiting to see if my food evecomes but l'm starting to doubt it will....pretty sad. Oh here it is! Now l'm gonna eat then go visit lndiana....so bye!

( Teh Most Adorable Hat!1!! )

Current Mood: amused

I'm so lonely.....

Current Mood: lonely

So guild merger that works very very well the first week and literally falls to pieces the second week is fail. I mean seriously...so fail....

Stupid WoW....

Current Mood: discontent

I'm so effing depressed....this keyboard I bought just doesn't seem to be working out.

*sighs* It's pretty, is nice, but it appears that I fail. I fail at raiding with it, I fail at doing dailies with it, I fail with it period. I've had it over a week now and I'm still not able to do jack shit when I raid. I can't move and attack at the same time, my dps has dropped so terribly that I've become a liablilty...needless to say I've spent today crying over it. I fucking wasted my money. Again.

Stuff like this makes me hate myself. I wonder why I ever thought I could change, maybe do something better. Instead this fucking keyboard has hampered my ability to anything... When I saw the dps report for our raid last night I about emo logged. Sure, the three fights were not fights that are conducive to cat dps...too much moving and not being able to be behind the boss or shit like that. (Thorim, Hodir, Freya) Still, my dps made me look like some idiot fucktard cat druid...

Right now I don't think I could even bring myself to raid tonight unless I switch to my other keyboard. I'm seriously thinking of selling this keyboard to my brothers friend and buying a Reclusa or something that glows pretty but I can go back to my old way of playing.

Because right now I fucking fail...

Current Mood: crushed

Wow I hate not being able to sleep....grr...Stupid body....

Current Mood: exhausted

....I just don't know. I mean, it's soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much better than the old cat form but there's something about it that I just don't care for. I'm relatively sure it has something to do with the muzzle...I mean it slopes downwards a bit and the area around the nose seems....flat. I like the nose and nose ring, but in general there's just something about it that I just don't care for. And I don't like the paws....they are blobby.

But still, I must say I'm very happy to even HAVE a BRAND SPANKING NEW cat form! Not just a recolor of the old model, but a brand new form. Even if I don't like all of it....I'm still happy. And the colors are just delicious! Scar ftw! And I love the blondie...and black...and white. Hell the only one I don't like is the top middle one!

So kudos to you Blizzard, you did well...mostly....

Current Mood: cynical

Just something I doodled in pen the past couple of days, mainly when waiting for WoW to load...heh....

I fail at pen doodles...XD

Current Mood: cold

So I just ordered one of these today...

Gods I hope it works out...I hate spending money and then having it not work how I think it will....

>.<

Merc Stealth Keyboard, please be my friend and let me play WoW easily...

Current Mood: nervous

About fucking time!! I can't wait to see the cat forms....just about anything is better than the tauren cat form....

Squeee...grey or white bear here I come!

Current Mood: ecstatic

I did this awhile ago and will probably never finish it even though I like it....boo for being lazy!

And dammit my server needs to come back online so I can do Ulduar 10 man!

Current Mood: aggravated

Let me tell you a gross story of my morning.

Let's see...I woke up around 5 am with my ear trying to kill me. No seriously, it hurt sooo badly that I cried. I'm not kidding. It kept crackling and gurgling and bubbling and I figured I had an ear infection. I haven't had one since I was a kid, so yeah. My ear hurt...must be an infection, it's the only thing that makes sense.

I wake up my mother at about 5:15 crying (yes, it hurt that much) and she gets a rice neck thingie to put in the microwave. We talk and she says that yep, I have an ear infection and this will help the pain. It does indeed help the pain, and after being awake for about an hour, I go to sleep in my parents bed after my dad gets up. My mother works at a medical facility for the poor so she gets me an appointment at 10:40.

I get up at 10....every now and again my ear hurts like hell but I live. It's still stuffy and pressure filled and crackly and hurty. And it sucks. So I get up (I actually managed to fall asleep because the pain/crackly went away for periods of time) and go to the doctor. I check in, wait in the waiting room, go to the room where I wait for the doctor.

So I'm sitting there waiting for the doctor, and my ear is still doing it's thing. It even itches because of the crackling feeling. So I use my pinky (which has a nice long nail) to scratch inside. I've done this more than once before (throughout the early morning) and think nothing of it.

So I pull my finger out of my ear...and there's black on my nail. I'm like, "Ugh, must be infection crap.." when I actually look at it. And then I had to laugh.

I have what looks like to be a centipede in my ear. A baby one.

XD Yes....I had a bug literally eating my eardrum. It's not a centipede...it's some sort of larva form of some insect...I just don't know what kind. Kinda looks like a small earwig...(irony) and man does this thing have JAWS!

So the doctor comes in and I'm like, "I don't think I have an ear infection." She's like, "Oh?" So I show her the bug and she's stunned. She's pulled everything from spiders and flies out of peoples ears...but never something like this. She gets the scope to look in my ear to make sure it's clear and there's no infection....and there's not.

Instead she says that I have two punctures in my eardrum from the bugs jaws and a bunch of irritation from where it's nibbled on the inside of my ear.

Me, I find this hilarious. I finish up with the doctor, insect with me on some gauze, and go upstairs to show my mother (who I called earlier and told her about the bug before the doctor came in) and the ladies she works with. They're all like, "Eeew and grooooss.." and I'm still finding it funny as hell.

I still do. It's gross but funny. I prefer the bug over an ear infection....XD Hurts less in the long run.

So anyway I still have the bug and my ear still hurts a bit...but all in all my morning turned out to be quite amusing.

Yay for ear bugs??

Current Mood: mischievous

So sudden extremely painfrul ear infections that I haven't had since I was like....six....and wake me up from a dead sleep are full of fail.

Stupid....*weeps*

Current Mood: crappy

Yep...the original Land Before Time still makes me cry like a little girl....

Current Mood: amused

You know what fucking sucks?

Wanting to see the new Star Trek movie.

See, I refuse to see it alone...it's just NOT a movie you go alone to. But my brother, the Trekkie is going to go see it in Imax with my old boss. I have no friends to go with, so as per usual I'm fucking alone.

So yeah....looks like I won't be seeing the movie anytime soon...

And that fucking sucks.

Current Mood: crushed

Server first baby....I am sooo squee happy. Sooooo much going on in that fight, it's freaking crazy and I love it! a;odjfaodifjadifj I can't believe it!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!

Current Mood: ecstatic

( O.O ZOMG!!!!1!! )

.....a;sldjfas;ifjasoifjsdvas;ijweaoirjf

I can't believe I got the turtle! I just took up fishing and grinded it since Wednesday...hell I got from 300 to 375 yesterday alone...D: I'm only at 387 or something like that...

O.O HAPPY!!!

Current Mood: ecstatic

So....

Right now I am angry, hurt, and so frustrated with my father. I am a night owl. He is not. He deems I that I am now going to be getting up at 8 fucking am in the morning. This is after I just tell him, "Damn I'm exhausted. I could not sleep last night (due to digestive problems) and probably didn't fall asleep till 5 am." At around 6 in the morning I'm usually woken up and told that I can go into their room to sleep (as their bed kicks ass).

So me, I'm not feeling the best and have just woken up maybe ten minutes prior, I start to bawl. Quietly, and then I come into here, which is the computer room. I hate that man sometimes. I have been working around the house, helping out, taking my fucking crazy ass grandmother everywhere so he doesn't have to, and I get a fucking lecture on how I fail because I sleep in to 10.

Oh big fucking whoop-de-do. I have tried to change my sleep pattern (I was getting up around 11:30 D: I hate getting up that late...) for him. 8 am is simply too fucking early for me to be coherent. He doesn't understand that I can not fall asleep before midnight, no matter what time I get up in the morning. He doesn't listen and he refuses to. His thinking is that I need to be up at 8 am so I can leave by 9 am to go looking for jobs. HELLO OLD MAN PLACES OF BUSINESS AREN'T EVEN OPEN TILL 10!!

Gods...not to mention I can NOT find a job. I've tried...and tried...and tried. He seems to think that it's me being full of fail at not finding a job. Muskegon Michigan is one of the worst fucking cities in the COUNTRY for jobs! Yet he does not grasp the fact that I can't find anything. I've had interviews...and EVERY SINGE ONE has about a million applicants. I can't win that way. I'm not overly special or clever...I'm middlin' in everything I do. I have no special talent that makes me stand out. I am only average at best. Full of failsauce, I know.

I'm just so frustrated. I hate living here, I hate having to rely on people. Gods...I don't know what I am going to do.

Why does my life always have to suck so much?

Current Mood: distressed

So...I saw Watchmen....

Yeah.....

I lurved it. XD Manhattan is teh sexay, along with Night Owl. And I don't mean Manhattan's penis...which was not NEARLY as prominent as I thought it was going to be. It was just...natural. Didn't bother me a bit...I was more annoyed by the second sex scene than his penis...

Plus Manhattan is just such a pretty blue...his face is adorable. And Night Owl...new haircut, no glasses = yum.

Those two were by far my favorite characters...and that's just character wise. I also liked Adrian...made me kind of sad, and I can't figure out why sometimes he seemed to have an accent and other times he didn't...plus his kitty was adorable. I want one.

So in the end I kind of want to see it again. The story was good, humorous, dark, gory, realistic, and sad. The ending kinda made me angry...but I won't give any spoilers. Hmm....I need a god-like blue guy in my life....

XD

Current Mood: geeky

So I just watched 10,000 B.C. and....well I refused to go to the theater for it, and I refused to rent it...so I saw it on HBO...and...and..and...

O.O....O.o....>.<.....

Yeah.

Running mammoths made me cringe. Domesticated horses made me weep. Boats made me want to tear my eyes out. Pyramids sent me into hysterical laughter (along with slave mammoths).

That movie was dumb. Not even the minor terror birds or the smilodon made it more worthwhile (although the kitty was one sexy beast)....but...

Graaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! That movie was horrid!

Current Mood: disappointed

Created by Train Horn

Current Mood: Owwie Ears

Gods I love the movie The Road to El Dorado....you know, the animated one by Dreamworks?

I don't know why...but I love it to death. Miguel is my favorite character, and I just love Altivo's design...hell I love the character design in general...

Hmm...and it has good music...

Definitely one of my favorite animated movies....

*squeehugs the movie*

Current Mood: dorky