I'm so effing depressed....this keyboard I bought just doesn't seem to be working out.

*sighs* It's pretty, is nice, but it appears that I fail. I fail at raiding with it, I fail at doing dailies with it, I fail with it period. I've had it over a week now and I'm still not able to do jack shit when I raid. I can't move and attack at the same time, my dps has dropped so terribly that I've become a liablilty...needless to say I've spent today crying over it. I fucking wasted my money. Again.

Stuff like this makes me hate myself. I wonder why I ever thought I could change, maybe do something better. Instead this fucking keyboard has hampered my ability to anything... When I saw the dps report for our raid last night I about emo logged. Sure, the three fights were not fights that are conducive to cat dps...too much moving and not being able to be behind the boss or shit like that. (Thorim, Hodir, Freya) Still, my dps made me look like some idiot fucktard cat druid...

Right now I don't think I could even bring myself to raid tonight unless I switch to my other keyboard. I'm seriously thinking of selling this keyboard to my brothers friend and buying a Reclusa or something that glows pretty but I can go back to my old way of playing.

Because right now I fucking fail...

Current Mood: crushed